Happy New Year 2014
Hello my lovelies,
Here’s wishing all of you a happy,healthy and successful year 🙂
I have a good feeling about this year..A friend said to me,that this is going to be my year and I completely believe it.I woke up this morning,feeling much lighter and relaxed than I have in a long time. I have spent most of 2013,fighting the grey dog..I couldn’t tell what it was that was bringing me down,but there was a force that kept pushing me deeper and deeper into darkness.I know its only the first day of 2014,but the belief that it will be a better year,makes the whole difference,I can see the grey clouds shift and the sunshine is starting to peek through the gap.
This year,I am not making any resolutions.No!That just puts a lot of pressure on me.I am instead going to take each day,as it comes. I am going to just make a lot of small positive changes in my life and learn to love myself as I am..in the shape that I am in,at the place I am at.I am not perfect and that is good.
At some stage,during the last year,I realized that I was feeling more and more depressed(there I said it!) was because I wasn’t talking as much..was because I wasn’t writing as much. So,I am going to do just that.Talk and write,blog and comment. I will not commit to any blogathons,but I will try to blog everyday of the year,even if it means scheduling posts.B.U.T. if it doesn’t happen,I will not beat myself over it.
I feel my thoughts are so cluttered because I try to do so much all the time.It came to a point last year that I didn’t want to do anything..nothing at all.. I put myself in robot mode and kept going through the motions but didn’t enjoy it.I couldn’t be bothered to do anything fancy for Diwali and you know what..Our life kept going.The family didn’t care,I survived the guilt.I had sort of relaxed by the time we got to Christmas and I actually enjoyed the whole socializing decorating etc.
Someone recently shared this post on a facebook group I am a part of and I have read this so many times and I can’t help but share this with you all..
I hope this year brings you all that you wish and deserve and much much more..I leave you with a picture of my girls,my sunshines 🙂